As much as the world might be watching you as you mature in your Christian faith please understand that God expects you to make it personal. The relationship you have with God should be of such that it is not done in an effort to please man but to make sure that God’s purpose is achieved which is your mandate. It would not have been any benefit to you if it was all a show.
The show might be of such that it will bring others to God but how close to God would it have brought you? Many times you are going to be seen and judged and you won’t be able to explain to everyone or to anyone but God knows and so for this reason you should make it personal.
Have you ever felt like your prayers are just hitting the ceiling or just flying in the air? Could this be a reflection or let us say a result of your relationship with God. God should be the one who you can talk to about everything and anything. You should not feel like He is a million miles away from you. There should always be a connection. If however there is not a personal relationship then this connection would not be realized. Speak to him daily and let him know how you feel. Allow God to be apart of your everyday life as He continues to bring your purpose into light.
As we continue on this journey there are times when we are going to be feeling weak and weary. There are times when we are going to feel as if we want to give up. Remember failure is not an option and God is right there to help us along the way.