I sat in the back of my car trying to figure out how to put my life together again because it seems as if I have lost control. It’s like I have no idea where it’s going almost like I am at a crossroad. I feel like I have given it to someone and the person chose to take it and abuse it. I want it back but taking it back seems so hard to do. It’s like a clash, I want to be someone powerful and influential but it seems like time and day to day living has gotten me no closer to it. I am feeling that it is okay to dream and have ambitions but the harsh realities of life might hinder me from my true potential and purposes. It might also be that I can hinder myself because of my own inconsistencies.

Am I talking to you by any slim chance?

The devil has a way of clouding your mind and putting you in positions to let you fail but if you stay focus on the purpose that you were given by the Holy Spirit you will achieve your true purpose. The thing is you do not want to blame anyone for your failure. Your failure is your own. I am waiting for an answer in the back of my car I know I may not like the answer but if it is coming from him then I will just have to accept it. The thing is sometimes it’s hard to know whether it is GOD talking to you or it’s your own voice telling you what you want to hear and what you don’t want to hear. We need to be sure of the voice of the Holy Spirit.

GOD my prayer is to hear from you so I can do your will and feel happy and fulfilled with what I am doing. I feel like I have compromised so much with your relationship that right now I am almost lost. I know my dreams and my passions but do they line up with yours and am I on the right path?

This may be just how you are feeling and this prayer may just be what you wanted to say but could not find the words. Let your life be in line with what the Holy Spirit will want from you and let your faith guide you to the next level.